Trying to be...
2004-08-05 - 6:03 p.m.
wow...
time is flying, and somehow my boy is 2 1/2 months old. He's more than doubled his birthweight. He smiles up a storm. He's just started laughing out loud. He looks at people and things with such intensity it makes my heart hurt with joy and pride.
I return to work in 3 short weeks. 25 days to be precise. I can't imagine leaving him for 10 hours a day, 5 days a week. Today I was looking at him and just started crying thinking about it.
I wish we were financially able to allow me to stay at home. Sadly, we are nowhere near stable enough to humor that thought.
I'm sure when I'm back at work I'll be more diligent here. After all, I'll be stuck at my desk, daydreaming and unable to focus on work...I'm sure that rambling here will be somewhat therapuetic.
