Trying to be...
2003-10-29 - 1:45 p.m.
Who knew so many of you read this! I'm flattered....
and really, I am so thankful for all of the kind words.
Yesterday, D sent me an email that said "I love you, and I love our new family" which made me cry.
Last night, as we lay in bed, dozing off he whispered "I'm so excited that we really did this....we're going to have a baby".
and he said "I know exactly when it happened....I just felt it, and I knew!"
We had a date for tonight - order in dinner, research our vacation (in 2 weeks, we'll be on vacation for 2 weeks for our 2 year anniversary in our 2nd month of pregnancy...that's a lot of 2's). We were going to call his parents and tell them (my parents already know).
He couldn't wait. He called them this morning while walking to his office. His dad said he knew when we were up visiting 2 weeks ago (at which point I was only 2 or 3 weeks pregnant, I wasn't even expecting my period until the monday after our weekend visit). He said he just felt it.
What is it with these boys and their intuition?
So even though I'm scared (not of being pregnant, and not of having a baby, I'm scared that I may lose it), and even though I'm a little paranoid ("do I look pregnant? no I can't...its too early, but boy I feel like I look awful fat"), I'm really really excited.
And I'm grateful to have friends who are equally excited for me......
