Trying to be...
2003-08-17 - 6:30 p.m.
I have so much to write about....
I keep telling myself to write a detailed account of the blackout, so that I don't forget the nuances of the night....and I fear I already am. Yet, I don't seem to have the energy to sit, uninterupted, to get it all out.
I said the same thing on September 14, 2001 after I had just complete three marathon days of volunteering at Ground Zero. I promised I would get it down to perserve the intensity. That proved too intense, and its never gone further than my brain to my mouth (and even then, its hardly an accurate portrayal, rather bits and pieces for the true emotion of those days are impossible to describe, to recreate)....
My timeline of it all is fucked anyway, but there were so many amazing and incredible things (not to mention scary and overwhelming). I hope I have time to do this before the memories fade.
I promise that I'll try.
