Trying to be...
2003-07-21 - 8:30 a.m.
Monday morning....
Ready for another week, and one that will likely be stressful and crazed at work. But then I just have to remember only 1 1/2 weeks until vacation.
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Was talking to my mom last night. She's so wonderful. We made plans for when I take vacation, as most of it will be spent at their house doing a lot of nothing. That's not true, spending time w/my nana is not "nothing", but in vacation terms, I guess that's pretty nothing.
As we wound down the conversation, she said I didn't sound like me, I sounded a little "down". So we talked, at length, about the hormone thing. I'm glad she could hear it in me, because sometimes I'm like a soda bottle that keeps getting shaken and shaken and shaken...and I can't loosen the lid on my own. But talking w/her always makes me feel better.
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I also took control of my eating again yesterday. My first official day back on Weight Watchers, and it felt so good to be in control of it all. When I am concious of my eating, I just feel better all around. That control carries over into everything else, and helps ground me. Its not the weight, its the control.
So my goal for the week is to try to be in control...
