Trying to be...
2003-07-14 - 8:27 a.m.
I don't think I'm meant for this kind of thing....I don't have that "techie" thing going on for me,and I feel like every time I touch this website, I've done something irrepairable to it. Does that feeling go away?
I also realized I linked myself to a bunch of gal-pals diaries, but didn't tell them who I was or that I was doing it. Does that break some kind of on-line diary etiquette? If so, sorry! But keep reading, you'll figure out who I am.
I'm exhausted. Now that my ankle is feeling better I want to go out for a walk,but I'm just so damn tired. I think I will table the walk idea until tomorrow, and perhaps I will escape the office for a bit later today to walk for a bit.
oh yes, I remember what I wanted to write about...the purpose! I am a big "purpose" person. Is that because I'm a Virgo? or just because I am my father's daughter? in any case, I'm big on "purpose".
So the purpose of this site "trying to be" is to remind myself, daily hopefully, of the things I am trying to be. or do, I suppose. It could also be the things I am trying to do.
Right now, I am trying to get myself back on the exercise bandwagon. I feel so much better when I do it regularly...but a combination of factors (moving, adjusting, health, death in the family, sprained ankle, work hell) have conspired against it. But I need to just *do it* becuase I feel myself getting jiggly, and I feel myself feeling lethargic, which I know I keep at bay when exercising regularly.
I am also trying to be a healthy eater. I don't only mean healthy in terms of what I eat, I mean healthy in terms of my relationship with food. Lately I've been snacking alot. On crap. Eating it quickly, as if to erase the fact that its being done at all. I've been working really hard over the past 1 1/2 years to erase that behavior, and I was really successful for a long time. Its time to get that back under control as well.
this is long...I think I also need to try to be succinct.
